这次，左边乳房有硬块

 上个月，也不记得几号了，发现左胸有一个硬块。

注意了一个月，也还是在。就立刻约了 Prince Court Medical Centre 的 Dr Harjit Kaur 检查。

她说，"Should not be something worrying. But I need second opinion on this."

所以，17日，要回去见 radiology doctor, Dr Sumitra，让她检查后，看看是否cancer还是发炎。

如果是发炎，吃药就可以了。如果是有怀疑是癌，就要做biopsy了。😢

我最担心的5年、10年复发，是否真的会发生。😞 今年第9年了，还有两个月就10年了。

Knitting project: Hope

Hot off the needles
Pattern: https://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/hope-12
Project: https://www.ravelry.com/projects/pvchong/hope

Logitech Multi Device Mouse M590

Bought this mouse for myself as birthday gift.
This mouse can connect to 2 devices by a switching button. Can even copy content from device A and paste into device B. Will have to test this function out soon.
Original price is RM102.88 from IT Comp @ Lazada, with discount RM10.29, paid RM92.59.

老花

月头，已经配戴了老花眼镜。第一天，不是很习惯，觉得很晕。现在已经习惯了，不戴反而觉得不习惯。

其实，去年开始，已经知道老花来了。低头吃饭的时候，已经看不清楚碗里面的饭粒。但那时候，看手机和电脑荧幕都没有问题。直到今年头，每天早上起身看手机的时候，都觉得蒙查查，才决定去配戴一副老花眼镜的。

3个半月，应该足够了吧，足够让自己开拓一条新路。。。
希望做得到。。。太久没有新的抱负了。

Reminder: Be Low and Hide

Am not sure if this is my problem or others'. Many cases, communications broke down and have bad starting of meeting. Only after a hard and long debate, almost towards the middle of expected meeting duration, then I got what she intended to share and ideas. Sigh...

If she cannot change, I think I have to change to be more low profile and hide myself. Just follow and do whatever requested.

I really should catch up more in terms of technology in order to continue surviving with respect...

Old age now, felt tired...

彻底失望

6年前的事件还不够衰，现在还来一件。。。名字再也不能用，也不能出国了。
彻底失望。
没了指望。

不会再和你出去，不想被你佗衰。。。还好意思在人面前班门弄斧。